Just nak share statement I kat Facebook..khas ditujukan kat orang-orang yang dok kata I dah tua. Jom tengok (sajer besarkan sikit tulisan bagi impak maksima hahahha). Sebenarnya lagi panjang komen-komen share sikit jer. Amacam ada yang rasa nak terjun dari Penang Bridge tak????? Kenapa aku letak statement cam ni...alang-alang orang kata aku KEKWAT so meh sini aku tunjuk KEKWAT haaaaa!!!!!
Kalau berani masuklah...kalau trauma tu..tanggung sendiri ye kkkeke SILA KLIK KAT IKLAN DI BAWAH INI OK....
Selasa, 13 Disember 2011
Isnin, 12 Disember 2011
Kawan kah manusia seperti ini? (Friends?)
Hari Jadi semalam ingatkan tenang dan aman. Maklumlah Hari Ahad should be santai. Tenangkah? Mostly ok. Ramai yang wish through sms , facebook, face to face (family). Rata-rata kebanyakkan (boleh kata hampir semua) memang memberi kata-kata positif. Tapi terselit gak komen-komen yang agak negatif. Ini yang aku cam pelik. Manusia-manusia ni faham ke apa konsep maraikan ulang tahun seseorang...adakah kita nak bagi dia gembira atau kita nak buat dia kecik hati atau sedih. Setakat remark cam selamat hari tua ke tu I don't mind alah memang dah hakikat. Tua tapi still menawan ahakssssss. Tapi yang kata buang tebiat (why?? Apa purpose) and then the same person attacked me again by saying I'm kekwat. Rasa cam pelik. Dia tak pernah tegur aku sebelum ni dan aku tak pernah ganggu hidup dia aleh-aleh tunggu bday aku untuk attack aku..MOTIFFFFFFF???
Sometimes I just don't understand the motivation of some people. You would think that on a joyous occasion like birthdays, people would say good and positive things to you and be part of the celebration right. Well most people do fit into that concept except for one person. Maybe its the age thing making me melancholy but I doubt that. Seriously I am not that sensitive.
For this person, we used to be colleagues about 2 years back. I wouldn't say that we were close friends but we did get along. However even at that time she was already taking every opportunity that comes her way to say nasty things and putting me down mostly publicly or in plain Malay word "kutuk" or "carut" and she never holds back on her range of vocabulary. I was like I could play her game, seriously I could take her out easily just based on her looks only. One man (that I know oflah) actually had run away after seeing her without her make up. but I did not have the heart to do it because I know deep down she was a total mess and she was so vulnerable and craving for attention. I just don't understand why she felt so threatened by me. We did not run in the same circle. We had totally different lives.
A little bit sad part I actually had compassion for her and there were times we were laughing together, so I just let it go. But I see now she had never let go and that she still carries that animosity towards me. Pity we could really be good friends.
Ok , never mind , that's that. I have unload my crappy feelings for this creature and now ready to move on with my life.
Ahad, 11 Disember 2011
Cik Nam Lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Ni sorang lagi Cek Nam..Aku baru feeling-feeling maklumlah besday kan..aleh pompuan ni kata aku buang tebiat...sila rujuk di bawah (nama dan gambar telah dipadam untuk mengelak kejadian bunuh diri)..so saya carutlah balik..kekekek tapi pompuan ni memang gurau kasar tapi cam adik aku yang sorang just joking tu..gurau-gurau gak tapi still nak mengenakan kita gak..biasalah orang-orang low EQ/AQ ni..suka joking kutuk orang untuk menutup kekurangan diri sendiri. Apalah yang susah-susahkan. Kita kena terima dan sayang diri sendiri. Kalau kita tak mampu nak suka diri kita sendiri tu yang asyik cari keburukan atau kekurangan orang lain...kasihan...adik-adik jangan jadi cam orang-orang ni yer..hidup korang akan tersiksa...sangat...!
My name is Liza and I'm alive! So I live and the world is my playground!
39 years of living, of life experience, happiness, challenges, sadness, tears and joy. I have fought hard and will keep on fighting till my last breath on this earth. I have chosen to live my life to the fullest, to feel every ounce of happiness that comes my way. I will not waste not even a second in wallowing and feeling miserable and sorry for my self no matter what. This is my promise to myself!
My name is Liza and I'm alive! So I live and the world is my playground!
My name is Liza and I'm alive! So I live and the world is my playground!
Happy Birthday To Me Part 2
Just sharing until now 7:13 a.m. 11th Dec 2011, my husband not yet wish me Happy Birthday. Who wants to bet with me that until end of day, he will not wish me ....We've been married 8 years and he never remembers my birthday. So sadlah...!!!! ok now going back to sleep zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Happy Birthday To Me
11th Dec ...my birthday... Thanks to Allah I made it this far. Looking forward to more glorious years...Happy Birthday To Me! Happy Birthday To Me!
Jumaat, 9 Disember 2011
Gambar-gambar untuk kenangan (Pictures for memories)
Reunion of Ex-Bradford 1995/1996
My ex-team members. Sometimes I wish I had done things differently..well...people makes mistakes. Me also...Boys and girls love all of you and . You will always be in my heart forever....
Having time of my life with my boys and girls ...
Training oh training..what fun with the best bunch of people I ever met...
New Year 2011....and its coming to an end already...what a Year!!!!
Well, what can I say. I have been through so much..grown quite a lot also (not just in age...age only numbers right)..love every minute of my life even when things did no go so well. I've met lots of people who has impacted me in so many ways..old friends and new friends. I have and will always live life to the fullest..No regrets....muahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
My ex-team members. Sometimes I wish I had done things differently..well...people makes mistakes. Me also...Boys and girls love all of you and . You will always be in my heart forever....
Training oh training..what fun with the best bunch of people I ever met...
New Year 2011....and its coming to an end already...what a Year!!!!
Well, what can I say. I have been through so much..grown quite a lot also (not just in age...age only numbers right)..love every minute of my life even when things did no go so well. I've met lots of people who has impacted me in so many ways..old friends and new friends. I have and will always live life to the fullest..No regrets....muahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Khamis, 8 Disember 2011
Jumpa kawan-kawan dan pak we lama (met old friends and old flame)
Semalam ada perjumpaan bekas student Bradford University (UK). Sejak balik Malaysia memang tak pernah jumpa mereka. Adalah dalam 8 orang. Yang kelakar tu heheheh Pak We lama pun ada..all the way from Kuching Sarawak. Wahhhhhhhhh masih hensem lagi..tapi dah anak dua orang. Adakah luka lama berdarah kembali...(dia yang mintak clash dulu tahun 1995) ingat lagi masa tu baru start kerja. Siap menangis dalam bas Intra Kota balik dari KL pergi PJ. Tapi jumpa ngan dia kali ni tak de rasa apa pun..rasa macam biasa je pun dah lama kan. Lagipun dah tersurat "kau tercipta bukan untukku. ".
(wow sangat dalam maknanya ungakapan ini )....
Heheheheheh ....cukuplah pasal dia ni, cerita sikit pasal kawan-kawan lain. Emmmmm macam kebanyakannya termasuk Si Dia, kerja line banking. Saya sorang jer dalam bidang customer service (ok mesti ada yang pelik gila cam aku pown boleh service customer ke hahahha..) Ada sorang tu dulu siap amik Master tapi terus kawin jadi suri rumah..wow tak boleh bayang. Yang sorang lagi tu dah jadi tokey Kopitiam (kat kedai dialah kami bereunion) tapi yang ni single lagi tau. Ada ladies yang berminat???!!! Sila email saya.
Wah best gila dapat borak cerita kisah dulu-dulu kat UK. Rindu nak pergi sana balik. Memang cita-cita nak kesana dalam setahun dua ni. Tapi kan elok kalau pergi Mekkah...huhuhuhuh ..
I went to reunion of EX- Bradford Uni 1995/1996. It felt that not too long ago I had just came back to Malaysia. But it had been 16 years. My "old flame" was there too. In some ways , I finally have closure cause when we broke up when he was still in UK while I was already back in Malaysia. We have not met for that long. He's still handsome and soft spoken and polite. We are so different like night and day.. A guy like is not meant for a person like me I guess. But I accept that 16 years ago, and now also. I am just happy he is doing well for himself. Looking at him I'm certain his dreams have come true with the person he loves. Will we remain friends? Well I'm ok with that actually.
Just like the song Someone Like You by Adele..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLQl3WQQoQ0&ob=av2e
(wow sangat dalam maknanya ungakapan ini )....
Heheheheheh ....cukuplah pasal dia ni, cerita sikit pasal kawan-kawan lain. Emmmmm macam kebanyakannya termasuk Si Dia, kerja line banking. Saya sorang jer dalam bidang customer service (ok mesti ada yang pelik gila cam aku pown boleh service customer ke hahahha..) Ada sorang tu dulu siap amik Master tapi terus kawin jadi suri rumah..wow tak boleh bayang. Yang sorang lagi tu dah jadi tokey Kopitiam (kat kedai dialah kami bereunion) tapi yang ni single lagi tau. Ada ladies yang berminat???!!! Sila email saya.
Wah best gila dapat borak cerita kisah dulu-dulu kat UK. Rindu nak pergi sana balik. Memang cita-cita nak kesana dalam setahun dua ni. Tapi kan elok kalau pergi Mekkah...huhuhuhuh ..
I went to reunion of EX- Bradford Uni 1995/1996. It felt that not too long ago I had just came back to Malaysia. But it had been 16 years. My "old flame" was there too. In some ways , I finally have closure cause when we broke up when he was still in UK while I was already back in Malaysia. We have not met for that long. He's still handsome and soft spoken and polite. We are so different like night and day.. A guy like is not meant for a person like me I guess. But I accept that 16 years ago, and now also. I am just happy he is doing well for himself. Looking at him I'm certain his dreams have come true with the person he loves. Will we remain friends? Well I'm ok with that actually.
Just like the song Someone Like You by Adele..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLQl3WQQoQ0&ob=av2e
Isnin, 5 Disember 2011
Why I share all the shitty details
Please excuse my language. That the reason why mostly I'm blogging in English cos cursing in Malay would have a more severe impact on the hearing sense. Oklah just to remind us all. IT'S NOT A GOOD THING TO CURSE AND USE FOUL LANGUAGE. Please avoid cursing at all costs ok boys and girls. Right...Booooorrrrringggggggggg. I only curse here in this blog cos this is my space, my sanctuary where I can be myself and thrash out all the shit and crap from my system.
Actually I'm quite a courteous person. I don't like to hurt peoples feelings intentionally and I always try to say nice things to people. Always in what ever situation I like to think of the bright side. Only if people "carik Pasal" or finding fault or attack me for no reason and then I will kow kow give to them. You want to know what I am capable of giving, you are welcome to try. But if later you feel like commiting suicide, please don't blame me for not warning you.
If you happen to read this blog and discover that you are the topic of my shitty discussion, please don't kill me ok..Just like my friend said "Just Joking only" hehehehehh (at that time I feel like putting my foot in his mouth)...ooops sorry so UN-lady like of me...yeah rightttttttttttt.
Actually I'm quite a courteous person. I don't like to hurt peoples feelings intentionally and I always try to say nice things to people. Always in what ever situation I like to think of the bright side. Only if people "carik Pasal" or finding fault or attack me for no reason and then I will kow kow give to them. You want to know what I am capable of giving, you are welcome to try. But if later you feel like commiting suicide, please don't blame me for not warning you.
If you happen to read this blog and discover that you are the topic of my shitty discussion, please don't kill me ok..Just like my friend said "Just Joking only" hehehehehh (at that time I feel like putting my foot in his mouth)...ooops sorry so UN-lady like of me...yeah rightttttttttttt.
Don't know what title to give
ok now as at 10.05 p.m 5th Dec 2011 continue back...actually today is my wedding anniversary for sure one my hubby does not remember. I had quite a full and not so pleasant day at the office or rather at class cos I am in Training at work.
Again I was being the target for ridicule because I was a little bit slow in class. Is it the age factor...noooooooooooooooo I will not accept it. I actually told the trainer, before I never have to do myself someone will do things for me. He said "Like that cannot become Managerlah" I was like aioyooo Managers got do everything themselves is it? Get real!
Some more he called me lembab (slow) . I was like '''Fu** You" man ( in side my heartlah hehheh almost said out loud) but i kept my cool. Haaa I was a little bit lembab cos by nature I am lazy person always taking easy way if can hahaahah. Work smart right. No mistake I also work hard. Not all the time short cut sometimes long cut also got.
Oh by the way that guy who I wrote about before the one that I scolded for saying I watch You Tube only while my project partner works hard, well he is still annoying me with his "dumb" jokes especially when I did or said something wrong in class or where ever. Still thinking should I just trash him out..emmm tomorrow only I will decide.
Now I feel much better cos I already get everything out. Despite all these, I am feeling happy you know. I know I'm crazy. That's who I am. People who know me either love me or hate me. Cos I tend to bring out the best and the worst in other people. I only hope not too many people hate me. Not good to have many people cursing at you right, bad aura.
Damn! I still don't know what title to give to this post.
Again I was being the target for ridicule because I was a little bit slow in class. Is it the age factor...noooooooooooooooo I will not accept it. I actually told the trainer, before I never have to do myself someone will do things for me. He said "Like that cannot become Managerlah" I was like aioyooo Managers got do everything themselves is it? Get real!
Some more he called me lembab (slow) . I was like '''Fu** You" man ( in side my heartlah hehheh almost said out loud) but i kept my cool. Haaa I was a little bit lembab cos by nature I am lazy person always taking easy way if can hahaahah. Work smart right. No mistake I also work hard. Not all the time short cut sometimes long cut also got.
Oh by the way that guy who I wrote about before the one that I scolded for saying I watch You Tube only while my project partner works hard, well he is still annoying me with his "dumb" jokes especially when I did or said something wrong in class or where ever. Still thinking should I just trash him out..emmm tomorrow only I will decide.
Now I feel much better cos I already get everything out. Despite all these, I am feeling happy you know. I know I'm crazy. That's who I am. People who know me either love me or hate me. Cos I tend to bring out the best and the worst in other people. I only hope not too many people hate me. Not good to have many people cursing at you right, bad aura.
Damn! I still don't know what title to give to this post.
Sabtu, 3 Disember 2011
Love, Love and Love (Sayang, sayang dan sayang)
Here's my secrets to be happy and enjoying my life though I have quite a crappy life (please refer to previous post):
1) I take joy in every little things that I do such as driving car, going out with Mummy and Lid (my father) , playing with my cats, watching tv , reading news papers, eating my favourite food, hang out and gossiping with my best friend Nina, listening, watching to you tube and SLEEPING are among my favourite activities. I make sure that I feel the maximum joy and happiness. Most important remember to do stuff you enjoy most everyday.
2) Love, love and love. I just love anyone that I want to. I don't expect anything from that persons just love "them" of cozlah mostly I would love guys lah and my best friend Nina who happens to be a she male. What is the logic to this craziness. If you just fill your heart with love and not anger and hate, wouldn't you be more happy. I am not referring to adultery or scandalous relationships cos there's no relationships involved. This is so much more fun also cos there's no responsibility, commitment , accountability, no dating , no pressure to have sex and therefore no guilt. Just feeling inside the heart only for some one. And the best part you can stop to love him any time you want. Hah so easy right. But I will not recommend this for people with very unstable mind cos then they will cause havoc in other peoples life if they become obsess with the other party.
To be continued cos having lunch with my husband...weird right....????
1) I take joy in every little things that I do such as driving car, going out with Mummy and Lid (my father) , playing with my cats, watching tv , reading news papers, eating my favourite food, hang out and gossiping with my best friend Nina, listening, watching to you tube and SLEEPING are among my favourite activities. I make sure that I feel the maximum joy and happiness. Most important remember to do stuff you enjoy most everyday.
2) Love, love and love. I just love anyone that I want to. I don't expect anything from that persons just love "them" of cozlah mostly I would love guys lah and my best friend Nina who happens to be a she male. What is the logic to this craziness. If you just fill your heart with love and not anger and hate, wouldn't you be more happy. I am not referring to adultery or scandalous relationships cos there's no relationships involved. This is so much more fun also cos there's no responsibility, commitment , accountability, no dating , no pressure to have sex and therefore no guilt. Just feeling inside the heart only for some one. And the best part you can stop to love him any time you want. Hah so easy right. But I will not recommend this for people with very unstable mind cos then they will cause havoc in other peoples life if they become obsess with the other party.
To be continued cos having lunch with my husband...weird right....????
Jumaat, 2 Disember 2011
Me, My kind of crappy life, My crappy marriage, Guess What ..I actually am quite happy
Well as some of you would know I have a weird marriage almost non-existent actually. My life is actually quite messy lah like my house. Some people like me some hate me. I don't have any creative bone so much so I don't know how to clean, sew, knit, sweep, cook and so and so. So I make a very lousy wife, sister in law and of coz daughter in law. My husband says I am spoiled and selfish. No wonder he hates me. Sometimes I hate him also. But we are still together how weird is that? We are not actually together just not separate. Some times I think I still love him and I wonder if he is keeping me as his wife to punish me. Well maybe someday I will make that trip to the Pejabat Agama. So busylah now. No time at all.
Having said all this any one would think I would cry and cry like a typical malay wife in the cerekarama or malay movie but nope not for me. I am quite happy actually. Oh dear he just sent me sms asking if I would be coming home. So weird...
Having said all this any one would think I would cry and cry like a typical malay wife in the cerekarama or malay movie but nope not for me. I am quite happy actually. Oh dear he just sent me sms asking if I would be coming home. So weird...
AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RENSEQ (tension+angry+fell like kicking something or somebody)
I just notice, if in good mood, I will blog in English but if my mood is F**CK** UP, I will revert to Malay. So since I am feeling pretty lousy...please allow me to express myself in my mother tongue. I will do my best to translate to English ok.
Aku baru sekolahkan sorang budak jans ni. Aku rasa dia ni agak kurang ajaqqqq. Aku dok buat kerja aku sibuk nak tanya aku napa tak nak pakai wireless company, napa aku pakai modem sendiri. Aku bagi tahulah aku nak tengok youtube (sekala-sekala rehatkan otak. Aku bukan budak sekolah nak concentrate study jer. Umur kat 40 tahun dah), wireless company tak leh bukak youtube. Dia kondem aku konon partner aku sorang tu sebok kerja kat floor aku dok meng You tube... Baby betul (sebenarnya nak kata Bab*!) . Eh aku cakap aku buat kerja masa aku nak rehatkan otak aku kena degar lagu atau tengok youtube. Tu memang style aku. Aleh si jantan bongok tu kata "alah I joking jer. " Apa lagi kau carik pasal ngan Cek Pah SB kan. Aku bagi pun bagi ceramah ala kuliah Jumaat yang terover : AKU TAK SUKA ORANG SUKA KONDEM ORANG LAIN PAS TU KATA ALAH LAWAK JER SAMBUNG LAGI AKU SUKA PAKAI BENDA HAK AKU SENDIRI BUKAN CAM ORANG LAIN SUKA GUNA MENDA FREE UNTUK KEPENTINGAN SENDIRI..AKU NAK PAKAI MODEM AKU SENDIRI PATUTNYA TAK ADA MASALAH UNTUK ORANG LAIN KAN. AKU YANG BAYAR BIL BUKAN AKU MINTA DUIT KAT MAK BAPAK KAU (Ayat yang last ni nasik tambah jer kekekeke).
Tapi aku tabik jans sorang ni sebab dia faham aku marah dan dia lepas tu mengendeng-nemdeng nak ambik hati aku balik. Dan kalau kalau korang tak kenal aku lagi. Aku ni jenis cepat marah cepat cool dan aku tak de nak simpan-simpan dalam hati. Pas tu kita orang borak balik cam biasa AHAHAHAHHAHAKKKKSSS.. Dengan Cek Pah SB (Akulah) tak payah lah nak cakap sori naik lori ke apa. Aku tak kesah pown asal jangan tarik muka ketat tergeliat bi*ik ngan aku dah.
Translation:
This guy pissed me off by saying that while my partner is doing work I was busy watching you-tube. So I told him to FU** OFF !!!!! hhaha no lah I explained to him I am (was) working and watching YT only when I take a break. And then he said alah I joking only. So I said to him I don't like people putting down other people and disguising it as jokes. But I respect this fellow coz he still came and talk to me and later we we joking and talking as usual. Guess I am just the type of person that gets angry real fast but easy to cool down . For this kind of arguing, I do not require any apologies just don't make disgusting faces at me is all.
Aku baru sekolahkan sorang budak jans ni. Aku rasa dia ni agak kurang ajaqqqq. Aku dok buat kerja aku sibuk nak tanya aku napa tak nak pakai wireless company, napa aku pakai modem sendiri. Aku bagi tahulah aku nak tengok youtube (sekala-sekala rehatkan otak. Aku bukan budak sekolah nak concentrate study jer. Umur kat 40 tahun dah), wireless company tak leh bukak youtube. Dia kondem aku konon partner aku sorang tu sebok kerja kat floor aku dok meng You tube... Baby betul (sebenarnya nak kata Bab*!) . Eh aku cakap aku buat kerja masa aku nak rehatkan otak aku kena degar lagu atau tengok youtube. Tu memang style aku. Aleh si jantan bongok tu kata "alah I joking jer. " Apa lagi kau carik pasal ngan Cek Pah SB kan. Aku bagi pun bagi ceramah ala kuliah Jumaat yang terover : AKU TAK SUKA ORANG SUKA KONDEM ORANG LAIN PAS TU KATA ALAH LAWAK JER SAMBUNG LAGI AKU SUKA PAKAI BENDA HAK AKU SENDIRI BUKAN CAM ORANG LAIN SUKA GUNA MENDA FREE UNTUK KEPENTINGAN SENDIRI..AKU NAK PAKAI MODEM AKU SENDIRI PATUTNYA TAK ADA MASALAH UNTUK ORANG LAIN KAN. AKU YANG BAYAR BIL BUKAN AKU MINTA DUIT KAT MAK BAPAK KAU (Ayat yang last ni nasik tambah jer kekekeke).
Tapi aku tabik jans sorang ni sebab dia faham aku marah dan dia lepas tu mengendeng-nemdeng nak ambik hati aku balik. Dan kalau kalau korang tak kenal aku lagi. Aku ni jenis cepat marah cepat cool dan aku tak de nak simpan-simpan dalam hati. Pas tu kita orang borak balik cam biasa AHAHAHAHHAHAKKKKSSS.. Dengan Cek Pah SB (Akulah) tak payah lah nak cakap sori naik lori ke apa. Aku tak kesah pown asal jangan tarik muka ketat tergeliat bi*ik ngan aku dah.
Translation:
This guy pissed me off by saying that while my partner is doing work I was busy watching you-tube. So I told him to FU** OFF !!!!! hhaha no lah I explained to him I am (was) working and watching YT only when I take a break. And then he said alah I joking only. So I said to him I don't like people putting down other people and disguising it as jokes. But I respect this fellow coz he still came and talk to me and later we we joking and talking as usual. Guess I am just the type of person that gets angry real fast but easy to cool down . For this kind of arguing, I do not require any apologies just don't make disgusting faces at me is all.
Isnin, 28 November 2011
Me and him..(Aku dan Dia)
I love him still but I despise him.
I care still for him but
sometimes I wish he never comes home
I worry if he is not well but at times,
I do not wish to see him ever again.
I will never forget him but I do not want to be with him anymore.
.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLQl3WQQoQ0&ob=av2e
Awak,
Saya sayang awak tapi saya dah tak boleh terima awak lagi...
I care still for him but
sometimes I wish he never comes home
I do not wish to see him ever again.
I will never forget him but I do not want to be with him anymore.
.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hLQl3WQQoQ0&ob=av2e
Awak,
Saya sayang awak tapi saya dah tak boleh terima awak lagi...
Ahad, 27 November 2011
I am the class clown (Saya seorang badut dalam kelas)
Saya seorang badut menjadi bahan gelak ketawa orang lain. Tapi biarlah kita buat orang gelak dari buat orang sedih, sakit hati dan sakit jiwa. Biar kita membawa kegembiraan pada orang dari membawa duka nestapa. Biar kita jadi lilin yang membakar diri untuk kebaikkan orang lain...wahhhhhhhh cek nam sangat mulia sekali..tapi fikirkan kebenarannya..
Live to inspire, live to love life, live with passion, live happily!!!
Khamis, 24 November 2011
Cik Nam Sangat
Ada seorang Cik Nam. Dia ni memang suka tanya tu ni. Tanya tu ok tak de helllll malu bertanya lost the road. Tapi yang cik naaaaaaaaammmmmmmm sangat setiap kali dia tanya aku dan aku jawab, sibuk nak mengkritik jawapan aku, konon aku ni yang bongok tak reti nak explain. Heeeeeee kalau kau pandai tak payah tanya kat aku, watlah sendiri..kan..heheh apa lagi Cek Pah SB (Singa Betina) gorges pun haaaaa hempik light-light kat dia..padan muka kan...carik pasal lagi ...hahah saya pun Cek Nam gak...sebab pe tau...dalam 2 jam lepas tu..sesudah makan tengah hari..dengan senyuman yang menawan Cik Pah pun tegur " Hei Cik Nam...dah makan ke, cepatnya makan (dalam hati kata makan laju-laju tercekik baru tahu, hilang sopan-santun kau....)...Begitulah kesah dua orang Cek Nam. Moral of the story siapakah yang lebih Cik Nam dia atau aku...akulah kannnnnn. Tau dah.
Yang Benar,
Cek Pah SB
Yang Benar,
Cek Pah SB
Selasa, 1 November 2011
New Dawn New Beginnings.
Mula-mula layan lagu best http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SCB01p0pBs0 Holliwood Hills Forever cam sesuai. Lirik pun cam kena.
Now this is not the time or the place
for a broken-hearted,
'cause this is the end of the rainbow
where no one can be too sad
No I don't wanna leave
but I must keep moving ahead
'cause my life belongs to the other side
behind the great ocean's waves
New Dawn New Beginnings.
Now this is not the time or the place
for a broken-hearted,
'cause this is the end of the rainbow
where no one can be too sad
No I don't wanna leave
but I must keep moving ahead
'cause my life belongs to the other side
behind the great ocean's waves
This song is about leaving some place to move on. And I will be moving on starting 1st November 2011. Somehow I just want to take a minute or two to relive the journey that has brought me here . Wowww the drama, the heart ache, the joys, the upsets but most memorably the sweet victory over obstacles, resistance, hatred, mutiny and betrayal..I guess its true what they say what can't break you will only make you stronger. I came back from defeat and though the future is unknown if I will succeed again, I am happy enough with what I have got now bad or good. I would not have wanted it any other way.
To those who love and support me all the way, my heartfelt thanks to all of you. I cherish the prayers, faith and kindness.
And even for those who just "left" and people who judged me badly, I still say thanks guys. Because of you allsssss this success is even more sweeter, When push comes to shove, I have proven my worth.
New Dawn New Beginnings.
Isnin, 17 Oktober 2011
Insan Yang Bernama Liza
Sila hayati ungkapan di bawah untuk insan yang bernama "Liza"
Berwatak Menarik dan popular,
Tegas dan berpendirian,
Bijak dalam merancang sesuatu perkara,
Keras hati dalam mencapai matlamat,
Peramah dan boleh berkomunikasi dengan baik.
Jangan tuduh I perasan ok ..inilah kata-kata yang tertulis kat key chain yang I beli dengan harga RM5 jer kat kedai RM5 kat Wangsa Walk. Tak taulah pujangga mana yang mentafsirkan watak seorang yang bernama Liza tapi memang 100% kena ngan my character. Cuma yang ni yang bagusnya. Ada gak watak-watak negatif like:
Perangai cam budak kecik kadang-kadang,
Bengis cam singa kadang-kadang,
Malas kemas rumah kadang-kadang,
Malas masak kadang-kadang,
Kuat tido kadang-kadang.
Hahaha jangan marah yer bukan semua Liza cam perangai saya ni.. Team member I pun ada nama M--Liza. Comel orangnya, terkebil-kebil klip pop klip pop bulat mata time kena marah. Senyum jer time tak kena marah...
Tapi ada seorang Liza yang tinggal 3 km dari tempat I kerja. Dari perkenalan yang singkat berikut adalah biodata ringkas dirinya:
Nama: Liza (nama penuh tak diketahui)
Umur: 32 tahun
Tempat Tinggal : Lorong Gelap si sekitar Chow Kit dan Lorong Haji Taib
Status: tak diketahui but pregnant, and addicted to drugs
Spouse: Unknown
Kenapa nasib seorang Liza ini sangat dasyat sekali. Hidup gelandangan jadi "sampah" masyarakat. Mana keperibadian menarik dan popular, mana pendirian yang tegas, mana kebijakkan nya? Menyesal pulak tak bagi jer key chain tu kat dia. Supaya boleh ingatkan dia apa makna yang sebenarnya si sebalik nama "Liza". Munkin boleh bawa dia kembali dari dunia kelamnya.
Sis my prayers go out to you...Amin
Luv,
SLS
Berwatak Menarik dan popular,
Tegas dan berpendirian,
Bijak dalam merancang sesuatu perkara,
Keras hati dalam mencapai matlamat,
Peramah dan boleh berkomunikasi dengan baik.
Jangan tuduh I perasan ok ..inilah kata-kata yang tertulis kat key chain yang I beli dengan harga RM5 jer kat kedai RM5 kat Wangsa Walk. Tak taulah pujangga mana yang mentafsirkan watak seorang yang bernama Liza tapi memang 100% kena ngan my character. Cuma yang ni yang bagusnya. Ada gak watak-watak negatif like:
Perangai cam budak kecik kadang-kadang,
Bengis cam singa kadang-kadang,
Malas kemas rumah kadang-kadang,
Malas masak kadang-kadang,
Kuat tido kadang-kadang.
Hahaha jangan marah yer bukan semua Liza cam perangai saya ni.. Team member I pun ada nama M--Liza. Comel orangnya, terkebil-kebil klip pop klip pop bulat mata time kena marah. Senyum jer time tak kena marah...
Tapi ada seorang Liza yang tinggal 3 km dari tempat I kerja. Dari perkenalan yang singkat berikut adalah biodata ringkas dirinya:
Nama: Liza (nama penuh tak diketahui)
Umur: 32 tahun
Tempat Tinggal : Lorong Gelap si sekitar Chow Kit dan Lorong Haji Taib
Status: tak diketahui but pregnant, and addicted to drugs
Spouse: Unknown
Kenapa nasib seorang Liza ini sangat dasyat sekali. Hidup gelandangan jadi "sampah" masyarakat. Mana keperibadian menarik dan popular, mana pendirian yang tegas, mana kebijakkan nya? Menyesal pulak tak bagi jer key chain tu kat dia. Supaya boleh ingatkan dia apa makna yang sebenarnya si sebalik nama "Liza". Munkin boleh bawa dia kembali dari dunia kelamnya.
Sis my prayers go out to you...Amin
Luv,
SLS
KISAH DARI RUMAH SINAR SALAM
KISAH DARI RUMAH SINAR SALAM
Hari: Ahad
Tarikh: 16th October 2011
Jam : 11 pagi
Agenda: Kunjungan ke Rumah Sinar Salam
Hadir :
Kak Pah (me)
Jay (merangkap Ketua Kontijen)
Maz Ganda 2 (Mazliza dan Mazwan)
Kalai
Fareed
Nana
Shafiq (tetamu kehormat dari Bumi Hang Tuah) dan sugar glidernya (si comel)
Wan (Mandarin Speaker merangkap pembaca Doa dan pemberi tazkirah)
Elie (juru gambar dan bff Jay)
Sumbangan yang dibawa:
Beras, Susu dan lain2 makanan
Wang tunai
Alkisahnya:
Hari yang bersejarah. Kami membawa sumbangan dari group Sharifah dan warga-warga Celcom Careline (MC) ke Rumah Sinar Salam. Melalui google map , jarak perjalanan cuma lebih kurang 3km sahaja dari Menara Celcom. It might have been a different world altogetherlah. Kedatangan kami disambut Kak Fidah Penaung Rumah Sinar Salam. Kak Fidah ni memang seorang wanita berjiwa kental, cekal dan penyayang. Yelah siapa antara kita yang sanggup bersusah payah membela nasib orang-orang yang terbiar tak kira bangsa dan agama. Mungkin ada yang fikir buat apa nak ambil tahu pasal bekas/ penagih dadah, s_x workers, anak-anak jalanan. Apa kepentingan nak membantu mereka-mereka ni?
Rumah Sinar Salam tenpat mereka yang ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan mencari perlindungan. Tempat di mana anak2 terbiar (seperti Aishah, Aiman dan Mikhail) diberi makanan, pakaian dan kasih sayang secukupnya. Semoga masa depan mereka masih boleh dipulihkan. Tapi perjalanan mereka sangat jauh lagi dan tak semudah kanak-kanak lain.
Antara Briefing dari Kak Fidah:
Aktiviti dan program yang telah, sedang dan akan dijalankan.
Golongan Sasaran.
Objektif.
Kak Fidah mewakili Rumah Sinar Salam mengucapkan terima kasih tidak terhingga kepada warga Celcom Careline yang telah bermurah hati memberi sumbangan. Kami pun ucapkan thanks a lot to all yang sudi menderma. Pesan dari Kak Fidah lagi sesiapa yang rasa nak help out or volunteer just drop by at the home. All is most welcomed.
Luv,
SLS
Tarikh: 16th October 2011
Jam : 11 pagi
Agenda: Kunjungan ke Rumah Sinar Salam
Hadir :
Kak Pah (me)
Jay (merangkap Ketua Kontijen)
Maz Ganda 2 (Mazliza dan Mazwan)
Kalai
Fareed
Nana
Shafiq (tetamu kehormat dari Bumi Hang Tuah) dan sugar glidernya (si comel)
Wan (Mandarin Speaker merangkap pembaca Doa dan pemberi tazkirah)
Elie (juru gambar dan bff Jay)
Sumbangan yang dibawa:
Beras, Susu dan lain2 makanan
Wang tunai
Alkisahnya:
Hari yang bersejarah. Kami membawa sumbangan dari group Sharifah dan warga-warga Celcom Careline (MC) ke Rumah Sinar Salam. Melalui google map , jarak perjalanan cuma lebih kurang 3km sahaja dari Menara Celcom. It might have been a different world altogetherlah. Kedatangan kami disambut Kak Fidah Penaung Rumah Sinar Salam. Kak Fidah ni memang seorang wanita berjiwa kental, cekal dan penyayang. Yelah siapa antara kita yang sanggup bersusah payah membela nasib orang-orang yang terbiar tak kira bangsa dan agama. Mungkin ada yang fikir buat apa nak ambil tahu pasal bekas/ penagih dadah, s_x workers, anak-anak jalanan. Apa kepentingan nak membantu mereka-mereka ni?
Rumah Sinar Salam tenpat mereka yang ingin kembali ke pangkal jalan mencari perlindungan. Tempat di mana anak2 terbiar (seperti Aishah, Aiman dan Mikhail) diberi makanan, pakaian dan kasih sayang secukupnya. Semoga masa depan mereka masih boleh dipulihkan. Tapi perjalanan mereka sangat jauh lagi dan tak semudah kanak-kanak lain.
Antara Briefing dari Kak Fidah:
Aktiviti dan program yang telah, sedang dan akan dijalankan.
Golongan Sasaran.
Objektif.
Kak Fidah mewakili Rumah Sinar Salam mengucapkan terima kasih tidak terhingga kepada warga Celcom Careline yang telah bermurah hati memberi sumbangan. Kami pun ucapkan thanks a lot to all yang sudi menderma. Pesan dari Kak Fidah lagi sesiapa yang rasa nak help out or volunteer just drop by at the home. All is most welcomed.
Luv,
SLS
Selasa, 22 Februari 2011
TAHLIL FOR ABAH
Kindly refer to the previous posting, my father in law had passed away yesterday. I went back to Hulu Langat bila sampai 'Abah' dah sampai dulu. Ramai saudara, adik, sepupu, mak saudara,kawan, jiran. Munkin cuma perasaan atau perasan terasa cam semua looking at me and like saying inilah dia menantu yang hampeh tu dah balik akhirnya. Mak (mother in law) memang sangat tabah cool jer. My husband pun cam relek jer siap gelak wat lawak sedih sebab dia dah jadi anak yatim. My father came to ziarah alone cos my mummy tak sihat. Rasa comforting sangat when i saw my dad , (tak leh bayangkan if its him yang..) my brother Pudin came too. Alhamdulillah semua selesai dengan pantas dan sempurna. abah nampak tenang jer...weather was fine..kat kubur pengkebumian sangat cepat ramai yang tolong dalam 20 min imam dah stat baca talkin..insaf sekejap..AMIN...
then balik umah abah.. mak-mak saudara dah siap masak.sangat efficient .jamu guests makan...i tolonglah sekali angkat-angkat pinggan, wat air..wash pinggan-mangkuk wow cam tak percaya...Ni baru time Asar. Malam nanti ada kenduri tahlil (3 nights in a row)..dulu fikir cam kesian kat family yang kematian nak kenduri bagai...tapi come to think of it ...elok gak adalah sesuatu untuk dirancang, dibuat taklah cam sedih jer.Saudara-mara, jiran datang tolong cam oklah berkongsi kesedihan kan. Kenduri tahlil pun jangan ingat tak ada drama ok...ada ker mak cik senah tu asyik kata teringin nak tengok menantu Abah yang sorang ni masak i bukan koman sangat boleh arrrr masak cuma malas jer.tak perlah i redho jer..tapi dia tengok i dok basuh pinggan, isi lauk, dan nasi alah kerja2 orang perempuan kat kenduri, dia wat statement rajin menantu Abah ni...ahaks rajinlah sangat...Soalan cepumas bila nak beranak ooops pregnant pun ada tapi oklah tak sentap pun..
then balik umah abah.. mak-mak saudara dah siap masak.sangat efficient .jamu guests makan...i tolonglah sekali angkat-angkat pinggan, wat air..wash pinggan-mangkuk wow cam tak percaya...Ni baru time Asar. Malam nanti ada kenduri tahlil (3 nights in a row)..dulu fikir cam kesian kat family yang kematian nak kenduri bagai...tapi come to think of it ...elok gak adalah sesuatu untuk dirancang, dibuat taklah cam sedih jer.Saudara-mara, jiran datang tolong cam oklah berkongsi kesedihan kan. Kenduri tahlil pun jangan ingat tak ada drama ok...ada ker mak cik senah tu asyik kata teringin nak tengok menantu Abah yang sorang ni masak i bukan koman sangat boleh arrrr masak cuma malas jer.tak perlah i redho jer..tapi dia tengok i dok basuh pinggan, isi lauk, dan nasi alah kerja2 orang perempuan kat kenduri, dia wat statement rajin menantu Abah ni...ahaks rajinlah sangat...Soalan cepumas bila nak beranak ooops pregnant pun ada tapi oklah tak sentap pun..
ABAH DAH TAK ADA
Thats what my hubby told me when he called me yesterday morning from the hospital.
Yesterday morning (21st Feb 2011) at around 8.30 a.m my father in law passed away at HUKM. Memang sangat menyesal sebab tak sempat minta maaf dengan dia. Even my marriage cam huru-hara, i love my father in law very much like my own dad. And i tak buat salah ngan dia directly , but kat anak dia so salah dengan dia gaklah i think. Hopefully he has forgiven me. May Allah forgive all his sins Al-Fatihah for Abah.....
Yesterday morning (21st Feb 2011) at around 8.30 a.m my father in law passed away at HUKM. Memang sangat menyesal sebab tak sempat minta maaf dengan dia. Even my marriage cam huru-hara, i love my father in law very much like my own dad. And i tak buat salah ngan dia directly , but kat anak dia so salah dengan dia gaklah i think. Hopefully he has forgiven me. May Allah forgive all his sins Al-Fatihah for Abah.....
Isnin, 24 Januari 2011
Dua malam yang lepas, I telah menerima satu carutan. Tak de apa-apa yang pelik sangat actually but sometimes you sensed that when a person carut you in a joking manner but somehow rather rasa like she's attacking your personally. Ada jer komen-komen yang konon-konon joking. I bukannya sensitif sangat pun. Frens joked that I gemuk ke warga tua ke so what for nak terasa I am older than a lot of people here. I am kind of overweight but I still feel fabulous. I still mampu pakai apa sahaja yang I nak..I memang dress sederhana because I feel comfortable like that. And my close frens know jahat-jahat mukut I would never kutuk or insult how a person looks or dress up. For me as long as she is happy lantaklah apa yang dia nak pakai kan. So to story what happenned that night just because adalah bedak tumpah sikit atas seluar dengan sekuat-kuatnya this girl cam wat lawak carut I look like mak cik cleaner. And she repeat the statement at least three times and very loud. I was looking at her and thinking wat de ffffff kau carut aku cam makcik cleaner adakah engkau mempunyai rupa yang cantik...nope muka bergerutu cam ..adakah kulit kau gebu emmm nope kulit kau berkerak body cantik munkin adoi leper cam papan seterika in short you are an ugly person. Masa tu I don't know should I carut u balik.or should I just walk away yerlah tapi tak sampai hati lak..gila zalim carut pasal rupa dan penampilan orang lain . Tapi satu jer yang I noticed. All my life I selalu akan berkawan dengan orang yang lebih cantik dan jauh lebih sopistikated also those yang less pretty. But weird enough bukan mereka yang cantik-cantik yang suka carut orang lain punya rupa dan penampilan. Yang ugly tulah yang selalu komen dan jaga tepi kain kita..pelik kan..tapi kasihan pun ada..So as for this friend..I kesian kat you..yerlah tak kisahlah mak cik cleaner pun mak cik cleaner lah at least this makcik dah pernah sampai United Kingdom ko mampu ker???? Ke nak tengok makcik ni punya collection anak-anak ikan dululah zaman jahiliah..mesti kau bunuh diri kan...mak cik nak balik dulu nak kemas rumah..cheowwwwwwwww.
Isnin, 27 Disember 2010
END OF YEAR STORY
Ohhh dear in 5 days, the end of 2010. Gosh me so old huuhuhuh aledy..my life is still a mess, but a lovely mess hahahaaa..my house still looks terrible like a train went through it 5000 times..I still hate to clean up and sweep and mop, I 'm still a lousy cook but guess what despite all the mess and chaos (betul ke eja) I'm still able to have the time of my life.... Oh but i have been faithful the whole year..wowwwwwwww. Still not yet pregnant... emmmmm...I have a new fascination in life though ...death..used to be I associate death with kubur and pocong and hantu ..and hell..for bad people like me..and heaven ...for good people like mummy and lid..and my mother in law..Now I think of death all the time.. especially when my cousin Ramzi was murdered. I am thinking life is a journey and death is the final destination..some people reached there faster than others and in many different ways. And sometimes the journey ends unexpectedly like my cousin Ramzi. When one is nearing the end and at his last breath what was in his mind, did he feel pain or calm??? Some say when you are dying your whole life flashes in front of you..very deep but very fascinating nevertheless right..so the very Gothic and underworld like. This year is definitely better than last year..I'm still broke now and then but its been six months since I last asked my rich father for money. My hutang also now less. much less...wow no hutang is richness in itself...the feeling of freedom is delicious. I still like to watch cartoons and movies lots of movies...wow what a lousy and insignificant life..but I LOVE IT..At work its so not so much better from the 9 boys and girls now left 3 only, the rest all gone ... but got new ones lah.. next time i story. Follow ala ala cam cerita Lovely Bones ...My name is Sharifah. I am near 40 but still looking fabuloussssss I am still alive but only so much. I wish all of you a long and happy life ahead..Happy Early New Year.
Rabu, 3 November 2010
KISAH ORANG BARU
Dah ada orang-orang baru dalam hidup ku ini...ohhhh tidak aku belum mengandung dan beranak lagi...walaupun baby, kucing itam aku dah 3 kali beranak. Stok terbaru 4 ekor 2 kelabu, 1 itam cam baby gak dan 1 celoreng. Orang-orang baru ini adalah team members aku Cek Pah yang baru dua bulan 2 ari jadi Team Leader...mak garang tau arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tapi belum sampai tahap gila kuasa..yes coming soon....hahahahah. 9 orang semuanya...yang berlainan karenah...huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....stressssssssssssssss. mereka ni kalau nak ikutkan sangat berbakat dalam bidang careline ni...pehhhhhhhhhhh jawab call pro gila...tapi....attendance mosltly sangat hampehhhhhhh...bersepah lateness,mc yang berleluasa dah ada yang berani AWOL dan lebih menggemparkan aux sesuka hati dan juaranya adalah menghilangkan diri 2nd split PEHHHHHHH (keberanian tahap serikandi yes beb pompuan...ini elok masuk ARMY...haaaaahaaahaaa) Tapi marah cam ne pon I love them all cam anak-anak bukan anak ikan tau. Tak tengok meka windu lak...hopefully,they will become successful more than me..cos they so young and have a bright future ahead...to my boys and girls.....jay, feena, tecik, nata, paiz, paan, ha, thiran and aslan (cam singa narnia lak) , welcome to my haru-biru life......ohh .sambung membebel ....dah dua ari off day masuk kerja pagi mesti ada yang lambat kan
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