Sometimes I just don't understand the motivation of some people. You would think that on a joyous occasion like birthdays, people would say good and positive things to you and be part of the celebration right. Well most people do fit into that concept except for one person. Maybe its the age thing making me melancholy but I doubt that. Seriously I am not that sensitive.
For this person, we used to be colleagues about 2 years back. I wouldn't say that we were close friends but we did get along. However even at that time she was already taking every opportunity that comes her way to say nasty things and putting me down mostly publicly or in plain Malay word "kutuk" or "carut" and she never holds back on her range of vocabulary. I was like I could play her game, seriously I could take her out easily just based on her looks only. One man (that I know oflah) actually had run away after seeing her without her make up. but I did not have the heart to do it because I know deep down she was a total mess and she was so vulnerable and craving for attention. I just don't understand why she felt so threatened by me. We did not run in the same circle. We had totally different lives.
A little bit sad part I actually had compassion for her and there were times we were laughing together, so I just let it go. But I see now she had never let go and that she still carries that animosity towards me. Pity we could really be good friends.
Ok , never mind , that's that. I have unload my crappy feelings for this creature and now ready to move on with my life.
